Monday, May 22, 2006
I can say that i'm an emotional person. My eldest brother brought my lappy along with him to his friend's chalet. Therefore these few days, i've been using my second brother's lappy. I have to go to his room to use it cause it is connected to the speakers, printer and all. I am lazy to plug out everything and bring it to my room.
Accidentally, I came across a letter on his table. Out of curosity, I read the letter. Tears just rolled down my cheeks. It's from his ex-girlfriend whom he just broke up with.
Kimberly gave my family and I a bad impression. However, with time, we got to accept her. I talked to her and share my happiness and sorrows with her everytime she come to my place. Only a few days ago, on thursday, she came and stayed over my place. We were like having a party in my room. My boyfriend was present too. We were chatting. My brother and her looks fine. Nothing seems to have happened. Sadly, when she went to bath, my brother told me that they have actually broken up. He asked her to go home, but she didn't want to. I guess she was relunctant. I could see from her eyes that she still loves him. Hence, when we were about ot tug in to bed, they didn't sleep side by side. They slept separately. That's very very sad.
That's a story about my second brother, Benny.
There's a story of my eldest brother,Alvin too. I'm really close to his ex, Cherrie. She stayed with us since she was in a relationship with my brother. In a blink of an eye, they were together for 5 long years. My parents treated her like one of our family members and Benny and I treated her like our own sister. Very very close together. We do everything together. We would go shopping, cooked meals at home, share my problems with her and she would give me advices.
After a serious quarrel they had, they separated. It was about marriage. She wanted to get married as she thinks that she is rather old for a girl. She is 26 this year. Alvin is a year younger than her. He didnt want to get married so fast as he hadn't save much. And he always take good care of my family. He is hardworking and earn extra cash through part time jobs. About this, there broke up. I saw her packing her things and cried silently. My dad chased after her when she ran off. My daddy will always help her to solve problem she had with Alvin. Very sad, this time round, he couldnt help at all.
After years, we are still in contact with her. She promised to invite me to her wedding. She didn't! I saw her pictures in Friendster. She didn't keep her promise. I looked at the picture and cried. Where is my sister? I MISS HER!
If you all are as emotional as I am, you all will be feeling the same as me.
I don't know what is LOVE for ? What Marriage is for ? I remembered Clara's mum telling me that "Marriage is only a piece of certificate. It doesn't matter if you have got that piece of paper. If you're happy with the guy/girl, you can just stay with him/her without that piece of paper and live happily together. This way, things may go easier in time to come. Nothing bothers to both of you. If you'al are happy together, continue to stay with one another. If not, live your life separately."
I guess it's so right.
Somehow, people including me just can't admit that marriage is just a piece of paper. We want and we need someone beside us everytime and everywhere.
I MISS THEM !
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